wahhhh!!!

Why does life have to be so freakin' complicated?? Why can't anything be easy?? I need a friend right now, someone whose arms I can just fall into and cry until my eyeballs dry out. Life sucks. In the words of a friend of mine, "Whoever came up with sweet sixteen was an idiot. It's not sweet sixteen. It should be suck sixteen."



Oh, today was terrible...is terrible. Whatever. Today I had to say goodbye to my good friend, Michele, who is leaving for England tomorrow. There was so much I wanted to tell her, but I had to cut it all short because of stupid band. I had to take my brother to a retarted band thing and so I only got to spend about 10 minutes with Michele. It sucks. There was so much I wanted to say, but I hardly got to say anything at all. I cried the whole drive home. She's going to be gone for like a whole year, and the next time she'll be back here isn't 'till December. I miss her already and she hasn't even left yet. Ugh, if it weren't for band, I would've been able to stay longer!! Band is always in the way!! They act like we owe everything to band and we have no other life other than band. Well I have news...I have a life. A real life, one that doesn't include band.

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